unsent draft messages

If I look to the world for company, I find it fleeting

I forget every time that you’re in here all along

Beating gently within and without,

The only certainty atop my mountain of doubt

I need not listen for your whispers,

For in that straining, the undue pain of loneliness is paid with interest

Torment replaces rest, and your peace is drowned

Let me go

Let me drown instead

End that ego that begins and ends in my head

Become nothing,

Where it all begins with no end

Embrace the void,

To feel full again.